Saturday, 5 July 2014

13th Storey : The right way of dreaming.

Let's get the fingers stretch.

I still remember how was it like when I was still in secondary school. Without the outstanding results, basically you were just nothing no matter in school or your house or anywhere. People in different stages were always look up for the things as target in different ages.

So some people started to work as hard as they can and maybe some of them dream as hard as they can, in some way dreaming was like the cheapest way to achieve success without any energy needed. Or maybe the kill of brain cells. Whatever.

Maybe I wasn't the kind of study material, my life was never in that way. Oh yea, if you gonna said about my primary school result then yea, yes, I was quite okay when I was in primary school, oh no, when I was young. Why I say so? Because even though I was in the first class from primary 3 to primary 6 but my result wasn't outstanding at all in the class but my personality was outstanding. (LOL) But why I said my result was good in young was because I successfully get 100 marks for my BM paper once in a life time when I was primary 2, I knew I was pro, hold your jaw properly please. HAHAHAHA

And it only happened in primary because I could still remember and how the memory was so vividly staying in my brain that my BM in Form 5 was about E or F. But who cares, I got A- in SPM. Lol. It's not the standard of SPM was low but I was the average standard if you gonna compare it within Malaysia.

So then I realised we couldn't just stay at the place which was not belong to me, science study was only for study material but not somebody like me. ( Or maybe I was simply lazy to study because some of my friends with not so good result yet continue their science study, and they really worked hard on it, so I won't take their pride on me. Hmm )

Like what I always told my cousins that if you couldn't really figure out your direction of the path of study, then you just go forward and think about the kind of lifestyle you were looking for. If you thinking that you're looking for life that faces sick people everyday, like all day, then yea, here you go you doctor. Lol ( just saying, no offence )

Which was making me kind of unpleasant was you dream too big. I knew my study in my school teaching us to dream big, like the on who invented mobile phone, it's all started because he had this crazy though which people didn't have to use a phone that attached with a wire. And then here he came out with the mobile phone.

Who said that you couldn't dream big, it's all about your self esteem and self consideration on your capability and the capacity when came into going forward to achieve or sustaining the current status of living. But it's not all that only, some people just think too much, like literally so much until I couldn't stop laughing.

It's like Leshan telling me that she's going to draw a landscape oil painting of the sun setting within the desert of cacti. It's not gonna happened in NO WAY.

So I had came across with this solution method to help you, and fix yourself from crossing the boundary of the realistic with the self capacity.

  1. Get a paper and pen and start to draw a big mind map, make it A2 size because your dream gonna stay within this paper.
  2. The mind map is about your future lifestyle, stay realistic on the right side and stay imaginary on the left side.
  3. DO NOT put in too much path and direction because you need to stay on track. Eg. If you want to study law then please don't tell me you gonna be a professional photographer.
  4. Add in the dream of owning a cafe, because everyone has a dream like that, even me. HAHAHAHA
  5. Use a big red marker and cross out those not suppose to be included in the mind map like what I said above, you're need cross out scientist if you prefer photographer.
  6. Go further, like what kind of things you want to own and write down the way with the career path you've chosen to achieve the things.
Basically it's like that, although I never did that before but it sounded good because I invented it. Lol, and what you need is the faith and confidence that no one else could teach you, but over powering confidence was not the right way, you will know you're thinking or dreaming too much when you yourself is conscious enough to understand yourself.

I saw people all around different ages and different path, most of them were those in the same age range and I saw how unbelievable they could be, not in a good way. I knew no one was reading this because it's all the 13th Storey depth thoughts that not all kind can understand, sometimes I thought that I wasn't a human but a humanian, maybe some kind of organism that not exist but yet exist. I didn't know what was I writing right now.

So yea.. maybe that's all I could rant for the day. Who says you couldn't own your own place to sell coffee or nice tea, or even like me doing waffle and pancake. You gonna start now to choose the right path and the things you want and concentrate, and remember those things weren't that far in between them. 

It was initially Sudden's Cafe and I decided to changed it into Sudden's Tea & Soul Garden because those you came, were those you need a place to bury their soul. LOL menu was under organising and it's going to open soon. But it's all needed to be booked and reservation, and I only served those who I want to share with them. HAHAHAHA

Siao ah, bye.

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